Time passed, lesson's learned

This summer has been much more than a learning experience. Being an adolescent means more difficulties and of course, more obstacles to face in life. These obstacles ultimately makes us, who we are, and who we are, even stronger both physically, mentally, and better yet, emotionally. Yes, emotions run high when you are a teenager. You experience 'love' and you learn more about it as much as yourself in what you want. Also, you get to learn who you could trust and not trust at the same time. People out there are ready to bring even the most prestigious down to their level for whatever reason. (Yeah, I think it's totally immature, in my opinion. For whatever reason, you have to bring people down just to make yourself perfectly content? That's something maybe a 3 year old would do, let alone a grown person.)

I've learned everything, well certainly not everything, but for sure I've learned a great deal out of this three months of vacation. I've learned that even if you try to dodge drama head-on, the most prominent can fall down, but at the same time get back up if they tried. Through this, I've learned that once it starts, you stop it the best you can. As long as you know who you are, and you know what you have done and not done, you will be on your way to the top. It's all a part of highschool. And through whatever situation you're stuck in, you'll find out who your true friends are. And maybe realize that some people you may have not paid a lot of attention to, or have had a biased opinion solely based on whatever reason, could potentially be new friends. You both gain, keep, and lose people overtime, and all of it is perfectly acceptable. The circumstances are set, and the true hearts will stick by your side til' the day you die.

Another thing that has been one of those lessons learned, is that although you believe you're in love, sometimes it may not come out the way you expected it to be. You soon realize that maybe this person isn't the right one. If they are differing opinions with yours, fighting uncontrollably, creating as much drama as a bucket filled with lard, it's not going to work. I've experienced this emotion affixed over many others. Taking everything too fast can mean dire consequences, no matter what, and sometimes if you start losing what you believe in, it's just not a suitable disposition. You know what your heart is set out for, and we all have differing opinions on love, and if the other is... Well not the right equality of your mind and soul, and you're not completely happy with anything coming out of this, it's not worth it. Even if it means shattering their heart. As much as it sounds painful (yes, it is painful for both parties), you are much better off happy then shattering your own heart.

I'm unique, as you can see. I've been told I'm different from others in a good way, and yes I agree. I found more of myself than anyone can know. Through this, I've found more of my definition, and as time will pass, I will find more and more of my definition, until it is completely filled. I'm only 14, but I still have a lifetime to search. In time, you may find yourself lost, but live everyday like it's your last. And sooner or later, you'll look back and look forward, realizing that you know and found yourself. You are the one who knows what exactly what you want. And through everything in life, you'll see that the wait was worth it.