Shedding the unknown

You know those times where something comes along your life and ultimately changes it? Not for the negative, and surely not for the positive. Yet, the change is so significant, that you're on the borderline of your opinion? Well, that's what happened. I've went through my diary, and found that a significant event pretty much changed my perspective on life. After everything, all my entries weren't the same. They were scarred with a different perception, and really it seemed like a whole different person was writing it. It was like the real me wasn't even in her skin. Like a new person took hold of her, and put her in ill-fitting clothes where she stood uncomfortable yet stuck.

I realized lately that it's seriously time to fight back the seams and find the old person that I once was. Slowly I came to realize how much of myself I found and how much I've gained. Surely people beat things like this, other's sadly don't. But really, do they ever thing of what they've achieved from their peril? Of course there's more to learn and go through, but for the time-being do they actually reflect on what they have accomplished and maybe go through it a second time to really make sure they have that lesson etched in their soul?

I'm still in that process, but finally I feel comfortable with myself again. I have my moments where I really find myself and I relish the moment. It truly makes me happy to be home again. To be the person that pretty much everyone came to know and love. And finally, I can put to rest the negatives and watch the sunrise of a new day with brand new eyes.

I love life.

You should too.